Preparation for ITP interview

I AM SERIOUSLY SCARE OF ITP!!!

It is not because of the environment of the company that I am going to work with next year, is because I have not find my own brand value and have not build up my portfolio.

I am quite interested in packaging design though but I am scared that NO COMPANY will hire me as my design standard is not that professional enough.

I am scare that they will give me "sai gan" work when I go there to work because my standard is not there. Besides, I am quite shy and I am scared that I will fail the interview.

I got phobia with interview because there was once an interview for an Australia Geography study trip during my sec 3 time. This is the whole process:

Miss Tan: Why do you want to go to the study trip?
Me: Because I want to visit my friend who has just migrated there.
Miss Tan: lol

I should said that because I am interested in the rocks formation etc in Perth...but I actually said that I want to visit my friend. That was a grave mistake but luckily, I still got the chance to go there.

So, I am scare that the same mistake will happen again. But the main problem is that I DO NOT HAVE A PROPER PORTFOLIO!!!!


Preparation

I have to jot down the objectives of the internship before I can work on the rest. Shall start today!!!